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d&d character rebuild to 5e
Jan. 16th, 2019 01:53 amd&d rebuild babbling
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but hey. remember that it was hard to start playing this game, emotionally - things I had never done and taking chances in the moment in front of people. i did it. i felt good about it. and then i worked on resolving player conflict and I will have to again. and then i learned how to play without alcohol.and then this week I hosted people over for dinner in my apartment for the first time in at least a year, and it was these friends who like me and invite me to things. I'm also learning how to play *this* game with *this* dm, and picking up how the sessions work and what kinds of things are useful and what we actually tend to do. maybe time to reconnect with that emotional spirit of rp as practice vulnerability. okay? okay.
( Read more... )
but hey. remember that it was hard to start playing this game, emotionally - things I had never done and taking chances in the moment in front of people. i did it. i felt good about it. and then i worked on resolving player conflict and I will have to again. and then i learned how to play without alcohol.and then this week I hosted people over for dinner in my apartment for the first time in at least a year, and it was these friends who like me and invite me to things. I'm also learning how to play *this* game with *this* dm, and picking up how the sessions work and what kinds of things are useful and what we actually tend to do. maybe time to reconnect with that emotional spirit of rp as practice vulnerability. okay? okay.
